The Path of Thorns

pretty.

2005-10-17T12:10:00.000+08:00

"What a husband wants in a wife
is what he finds in a whore."
-(as suggested)by William Blake.

hahaha.

Barney

2005-10-12T20:10:00.000+08:00

2 days of skipping sch
hasnt helped much as i wasted it away
in front of e black box.
amelia,whats wrong with you?

just as i was gearing up to do something
constructive abt my life,
Mr.Barney popped into my head.
yes,of all time,Now?
so there,i decided to dedicate my post to you,
Mr.Barney.
i see you everywhere.
i dislike you, a lot.

You've been appearing on tv every so often.
each time you pop out i cant see
e other half of my screen.
Oh wow,now you have a musical coming up!
watched over by a million fans!
Ssweeet..how cool is that?
these kids hardly understand e word 'paedophile'!
dontcha jus love dancing&singing with them?
but your voice box hasnt break,why are you singing?
(do you have one?)

Big,fat purple gigolo.
why are you so gay?
you should be kept away from children's sight.

Go Away.

sth to think abt

2005-10-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

i read it somewhere,
that love is simple.
its all abt 3 little words:

how are you?
i like you.
i love you.
i am sorry.
i hate you.
let's forget it.

makes sense right?
succinct.
hmm..if only..

friendship,love relationship.kinship..

which ship are you already on,
that has set sail without a compass?

expectations motivates..
expectations annihilates.

yeah right.
nobody did say it was easy.

gg

2005-09-28T00:10:00.000+08:00

friends are forever..
i may not seem adequate enough
for you
but it doesnt mean i dont care.
i do..

down.

2005-09-26T00:50:00.000+08:00

gonna be closing down tis dying blog soon.
get a fresh new one.
start all over again.
well.when i can find e time..

arghh..desperately in need of something
new&exciting.
new structure in my life.
so many things to throw,
so many new things to build.

i dont need e noise of e world..
or a hundred thousand words of expression..

Happiness is when you
can bask in silence
Understanding thru' e eyes,
comprehending each other perfectly..
Everything can linger for eternity..

---

2005-08-20T01:50:00.000+08:00

my blog's becoming obsolete.

****
at my sy's sweet house now.
thk goodness!At last,
e slurpilicious taste of tech.

so much to blog.
but i shall jus skip it.
chronic illness as usual.

was it me,
cant you see?

lazyy.

2005-07-16T15:05:00.000+08:00

kinda lazy to blog abt anything much.
a couple of pics of me&lynny.
miss all of them!

hrmm.
signed up for rock-climbing
&badminton open.
e Cendawans. ;)

im off..
gonna be out to some dinner
function later.

Tatata.
enjoy e weekends :)

2005-07-16T14:56:00.000+08:00

us again.at momo.

2005-07-16T14:53:00.000+08:00

lynny&i.At siyin's place.=)

postCT2

2005-07-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

excuses are never right.
but,screw e marker who marked my essay anw.
you're e first to make me feel like
im stupid.useless.plain dumb.
in a VERY long time.
congrats.

but let me tell you,
im not giving in to you.
Never.

maybe you should try to
read more stuff like
Terry Pratchett.

Screw You.
Yes,YOU.

post CT

2005-07-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

well.tagboard's still down.
Bahh.

finally manage to sit myself
down& do some research on lit-
John Donne&Andrew Marvell.
'The Flea' & 'To His Coy Mistress'.
shouldnt have done it.
damnnit.

now i have to stick to e realisation
that i misinterpreted both poems
like way across e highway.
wth.
yar yar..better to noe it
sonner than later. -_-
(thats for not taking all your work
seriously,amelia)

i hate school cos e system suck.
i have a love-hate r/s with e school gate.
i miss all my girlfriends.miss,miss,miss~
i love e silence of e night.
i cant wait to get out of jc.
i hope i can.

give me back whats mine..

bleahh.

2005-06-29T11:55:00.000+08:00

If I could only live at the pitch
that is near madness
-T.S.Eliot

If I could only live at the pitch
that is near madness
When everything is as it was
in my childhood
Violent,vivid,and of
infinite possibility:
That the sun and the moon broke over my head.

Then I cast time out of the trees and fields,
Then I stood immaculate in the Ego;
Then I eyed the world with all delight,
Reality was the perfection of my sight.

And time has big handles on the hands,
Fields and trees a way of being themselves.
I saw battalions of the race of mankind
Standing solid,demanding a moral answer.

I gave the moral answer and I died
And into the realm of complexity came
Where nothing is possible but necessity
And the truth wailing there like a red babe.

Dissed.

2005-06-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

Fuck brothers.

dun figgin' push your limits.

...

2005-06-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

was winding out a lil' today.
watched some HKshow on tv.
this line made me ponder a bit:

If love could be so rational,
it wouldnt be called love.

true isnt it?

love can sweep you off your feet.
makes you wanna fly.
makes you do things which you usually
wont do in your right mind.
bottomline:
Love is blind.
that is provided when you're in love o'course.

----X----

when you're in a steady relationship,
it takes more than love to sustain it
for a lifetime.
think abt it.

wells.being constantly stuck in that
honeymoon stage of sweetlove,
refusing to move beyond it,
what do you get?
pampering.illusions.
youll never learn how to appreciate
e bad times that serve to bring out
e essence of happy times.
in short,stunted growth.

sometimes its more than jus using e heart to love
someone.
its never enough jus by e heart.
it may change.
it may cloud your emotions.
it may taint your thoughts.

when youre dead serious abt someone,
you give your heart,mind,body&soul.
literally.

go with e feel..
thats what everyone says.
but your intuition&feel might not
always be right.
it will always
lose out to logic&sense.
if you really love someone,youll do whats
best not for yourself,
but her.
a breakthru'.
that step beyond your comfort zone is
needed.

If love could be so rational,
it wouldnt be called love.
yeah its true.
but if you dont be rational enough to see
what best for both parties,
it goes to show
you dont love her enough.

why do you think people
always say if you love her,then let her go?

e person who came up with it is definitely no idiot.

If love is too irrational,
it wouldnt be called love either.

screwed.

2005-06-21T19:12:00.000+08:00

ahh wells.am supposed to be muggin' now
but jus lack e bloody discipline.
haven started on any tiniest form of revision
so far since e hols.
& thus,its quite obvious
e outcome of my common test will
be nothing but screwed.
ughh heck.

i hate growing out of my comfort zone.
my shell.
i cant seem to find anything that can
brace my fragility.

when you grow up,you have more to think abt.
more to worry.more responsibilities thrown
to you,like it or not.more to control,more to exert.
less time to enjoy little joys
ard you.
you cant simply cry when youre hungry&expect to be cuddled
&fed.
no one gets you that easily anymore.
youre your own caretaker,caregiver.
reality is cold&harsh.
its a jungle out there.
there's no one but yourself to trust in&depend on.
for you shape your own life,& you lead it e way you want it.
this sucks hardcore.

im cynical& i have problems placing trust in men.
all girls should jus turn lesbians.
Ohh.save so much trouble.
lyn,siyin..anyone?

im not ready..
to open myself up.to allow you inside of me.
i have not shed a tear for a very long time.
dont want to let anyone get close to
lettin'it fall.
i dont believe in lasting love at this age.
its selfish.
what we really need is to know more abt
each other.
its not that i dont take you seriously.
i hate e feeling of vulnerability.
of allowing myself to be wrapped around
someone else's fingers.
i have a strong dominant streak in me,
& i hate losing.
of feeling weak with you around me&yet strong at e same time.
i dont know what to say.
i want you to take me away
far enough to feel like a fantasy&near enough
for me to touch reality..
its jus not e time yet.
i dont like to be read thoroughly.
some things that belong to me will always be mine alone.
could you change all that?..
Time will tell..

2005-06-14T00:15:00.000+08:00

i wish i could buy back Time...

Luther Vandross

2005-06-10T00:50:00.000+08:00

Luther Vandross
I'd Rather

I thought sometime alone was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see thatI thought it was the end of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone
and I tried to find out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you,
than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm,
than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because
she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies,all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me,
like I've done you, I can only prove the things I say
with time,please be mine.

A beautiful song.with meaningful lyrics.
jus makes my heart melts..

2005-06-09T02:23:00.000+08:00

my sugarrrr

2005-06-09T02:22:00.000+08:00

Bra-looks lyt a lifeguard

2005-06-09T02:20:00.000+08:00

BRA-ian,we've picked up a bra!who've no support?lalala

2005-06-09T02:18:00.000+08:00

S-i-l-o-s-o BEACHY fun ;)

2005-06-09T02:17:00.000+08:00

SMILEs.

2005-06-09T02:16:00.000+08:00

those beautiful shadows captured near sunset

2005-06-09T02:15:00.000+08:00

e ladies behind those barsss

HAHA3

2005-06-09T01:55:00.000+08:00

Your Expression Number is 1

You have the skills to be a top executive or businessperson.But first you must develop your natural capacity to be a good leader.You are truly original - with a creative approach to life and a very sharp mind.
You reach for the sky, and you have the potential to reach it.Assertive and straight forward, you have little need for supervision.You are self-confident, self-reliant, and courageous in your convictions.
While you sometimes fear loneliness, you prefer to be left alone.A bit self centered, you may be hard to life with at times.You also have a strong dominant streak - which can push others away at times.

What's" Your Expression Number?

HAHA2

2005-06-09T01:50:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: March 4

Being born on the 4th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer.
You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize.
Sincere and honest, you are a serious and hard working individual.

Your feelings are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times.
The number 4 has something of an inhibiting effect on your ability to show and express affections, as feeling are very closely regulated and controlled.
You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details.
There is a good deal of rigidity and stubbornness associated with the number 4.

HAHA

2005-06-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

Ehh.quite true.

haha all tis online quizzes are so silly but fun.

---

2005-06-09T01:08:00.000+08:00

my cookies got some bad problem.
cant seem to amend it.grrr.
so tagboard's down.
i cant reply to tags.
(how excitingg..)
tpjc.net cant be accessed.
which means watever hol assignment
there freaking is,gotta get 'em from my friends.

guys out ter:
Whoever lays hands on a girl.
uses violence in other words,
should consider changing their
names to LOSERS.
DONT even call yourself a man.
For a real man uses his brains,
& not his brawn.or his balls.whatever it is.

i despise man who lays hands on a woman.

Chhek

2005-06-06T19:23:00.000+08:00

i can never understand why some
people are so caught up in all e clubbing hype&stuff.
if you go,den go la.
clubbing is no big deal seriously.

but there're always people who will announce to e
whole world&stuff.
as if they are afraid no one knows.
bleahh =/
its so childish la.

there're better ways to show e coming age of maturity
than that.

Geees.
Weird things that people lyt to do.

Optical Illusion

2005-06-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

Yeahh..
E laziness has started creepin'
slowly into my bones.
tender&subtle..
i think i like tis feel.

side-trackin'..
Durian-mousse cake day is today!
all thks to charlene's mum-e great baker.*grins
yummy yummy.my taste buds had a really
fun tym today.

Ahh..
so,i have decided.
whenever im feelin' tis perpetual laziness,
i shall be a romancer.
i shall post lil'nice poems,
(in my perspective o'course HaHa)
& people who read thy post will have to..
well,read it.

Optical Illusion
-Carol Lynn Pearson

Time is a stage magician
Pulling a sleight-of-hand tricks
To make you think things go.

There-
Eclipsed by the quick scarf-
A lifetime of loves.

Zip-
The child is man.
Zip-
The friend in your arms
Is earth.
Zip-
The green tree is gold,is white,
Is smoking ash,is gone.

Zip-
Time's trick goes on.
All things loved-
Now you see them,now you don't.

Oh,this world has more
Of coming and of going.
Than I can bear.
I guess it's eternity I want.
Where all things are
And always will be.
Where I can hold my loves
A little looser,
Where finally we realise-
Time
Is the only thing that really dies.

LTC

2005-05-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

yayy.finally back at home aft e LTC.
misss my bolster&pillow!

owells.had a really fun fun tym.
so nice to be back with e sea sports peeps
&chillin' out again.=)

went to Ubin on e first day
for Orienteering on Wheels.
haha.u wont believe it,but its my first tym
at Ubin.how to be called singaporean right..
so laggin'.haha

anyhows.its a really nice lil' village.
laid back..kampong style.just wat i like.
(cept' for e toilets la)
sea breeze&all makes it a pleasure
to roam ard on bikes even on hot days.

e abandoned kampong style houses over ter
really look lyt typical gothic settings.
all dilapidated..neglected..rotting&what not
among e trees.
no lamps or anything along e roads some more.
wow cant imagine if i were to be lost alone
ter at night la.think i will jus freak out.

hrmm.was station mistresses(not kept mistress)
tgt with christina.
e long period of waiting only allowed
those blood thirsty mosquitoes to haf
a full 8-course dinner feast on us.
insect repellant,we realised was useless
to deter those commando-trained creatures.
sorta lyt a blood donation drive.(we aint willing o'course)

e groups were supposed to make us laugh
in order to get e next clue from us.
we gave them a realllyy hard tym o'course.
(seniors haf all e rights haha)
e best was e enaction of e scene from star wars
btw e fight of anakin&darth.
it was all done in hokkien la.
a real crack up haha.

aft e relax session in e day
we had a nightwalk planned for 'em at night.
route was an old abandoned scary looking house,
dark paths,OCH(military one)& well..jus quiet dark roads
with trees all ard.

poor christina&me were stationed at first point.
yeah..&u know e reputation of changi village.
2 girls standing along e roads.
cars&passersby kept turning&giving us weird stares
hellooo..do we look lyt ONE to u?
Ahhh.conveniently mistaken as mampoks.
even worse still.
2 juniors who were supposed to STOP
& get e clue from us happily walked past us.
right in front of our eyes.
hur hur..we chased aft em o'course.
guess wat they said?
they didnt see us ter cos they thought we
were Trans.thats why they quickened their steps.
so hilarious la.
do e 2 of us really look lyt one?
haha sad case man..

(this incident brings into mind
a very traumatising experience
suffered by a fellow kayaker,whose name shall
be protected for security purposes.)

this buncha guys were walking down e road.
this He-she came along.
hand extended.
& grabbed e ass of e poor victim.

can u imagine if e person was u?
pretty trans not tat bad.
(at least u can cheat yourself thinking tat its a lady)
but this was a horrible looking one with
muscular legs&lotsa hair.
damn gross. =/

okay anyways.we tagged along
with e last group to complete e nightwalk.
(sup to be in boy-girl pair)
as we moved on,we 'collected' more station masters.
e first dare was kinda scary.
this old run-down house in e middle of nowhere.
jus forgotten.

e pair was sup to bring only a lightstick,
walk one round outside e compounds of e house
enter,walk up e stairs to a window,
show their lightstick to e station master outside.
walk down,&look carefully into e 3 mirrors left behind
in e house.
apparently,if u look close enough lyt
what e station master said,
u'll see red stains.

aft tat we moved on to e military part of OCH.
walked up tis long,steep staircase.
went in.walked ard.
den proceeded to e next stop.
wow seriously,its not funny anymore when inside.
u can jus feel e chill in ur bones.

e monkey gang of four(station masters)
happily explored e place&
ran ard.shining their torches out e many windows.

e next stop was lame lah.at some part near OCH.
gordon among e bushes next to a tree,sup to act lyt he was hanged.
den derren..crap shit.
wore a stupid wig&uniform.
hovering at e stairs..wahaha.
kinda funny la.
if to walk alone tats it.
but not so bad.we came in mass.
=p

wells.ter were a couple of more stops
which we forgo cos too tired of walking.
abt more 4k distance i think.

knock out soon aft wash up.
had more activities e next 2 days.
amazing race..beach games..campfire.

owells.to cut things short,
an enjoyable camp.
though there were crop-ups
here&ter,
e exco still did a really wonderful job.=)
wells hopefully e next batch tats gonna take over
will not disappoint us.

tata!

2005-05-22T02:15:00.000+08:00

Oookayy.
some mundane updates.

woke up on a sat morn at 8
to go for some econs inter-college challenge thingy at NUS.
grr.so exciting.haha
One1/2 hrs to finish e few pages of stuff
sch actually sent a bunch of 04A04 jokers to
participate.
all of us were so helpless&unprepared la.
think shermy was e only sane one outta
e whole buncha bananas.
anyhow i finished wayyy before tym
&died on e desk.
who's Adam Smith?hrmm..

went back to sch for college day.
erps. Gung-ho event. . . .

anyhow e thing that cheered me up
&e highlight of e day was e soccer match la.
wenta watch with a buncha frens.
Hilarious..haha.
thk goodness it was a draw.
yippy yippy aii aii~

Zzzz

2005-05-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

Discovered a new cartoon on
Kids Central today.
The Fimbles

They're kinda cute.
Looked very silly indeed
with all those stripes on their bodies.
hrmm..how does it feel lyt to be strippy?
hrmm..

Tired&dying ...

-Out-

2005-05-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

okay another birthday boy.
(1 day in advance)

Happy 18th Birthday Gordon!!

aka chinese Tom Cruise
Mr.Hunky-hunk hunk

=)

2005-05-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

my arse sticks to e couch.
my brain refuses to function as per normal.
Grumpy.grumpy.

anyhows.

Happy Birthday Nicholas!!

2005-04-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

Perplexed.is The word to use.
Perplexity.Is what im feeling.

screwed.messed.
stepped.bull-dozed.

felt like as if ive been thrown
into a tumbling washing machine.

Gahh.

2005-04-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

. . . . .

there's always blood to fill the heart betrayed:

sometimes, its really hard to live.
its not enough being yourself.

duplexity:

tats life.you constantly hafta live up to other people's
expectations of you.

there's always blood to fill the heart betrayed : D/C
-end of convo-

yeah.not enough being just yourself...
Dont crave for it.but cant help it.
how many can really confess that e self we show to people
around us each& every day is really ourselves?
who's 'I' anyways?
I haven found me completely as far as i know.

setting expectations.
meeting expectations.
failing expectations.
its more than exam grades here

we dont wanna be bounded by other's expectations
of us
yet we set 'em aplenty for people around us.

i heard it somewhere
If we held no expectations for people around us,
we wont be able to know how much they really
care about us.

A measurement.
A test.
A stifling rope.
A challenge.
The sky.

Which's for you?

2005-04-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

Random white castles

sometimes life's such an unfathomable mystery.
you can never understand enough to call enough.

theres love,yet theres hate
that thin line in between that entices you to step across.
Love; a manifestation of hate?
or e other way round.
Blurring.
ive stepped into that abyss of lost reality before.
when you're lost,not even tying a string to your leg
will bring you back.

had some free time to spend alone with myself.
time not spent on homework rushing madness,
tv addiction& all-time favourite sleeping.
i relish quality time that leaves me with Me,myself&I.

blog reading.
my beloved girlfriends.
I miss them.

kel.siyin.lyn.
we all haf that stain in us.
by that irrevocable step of faith.
don't you cant help but feel that tinge of regret sometimes?

reading their blogs,it opened up a floodgate of memories.
how true.
when can memories ever set us free
when they make up such a big part of us?

it was then that i realised it could be sad to have love around us,
this very love that you crave for to bring you happiness.
yet at e same time,this very love brings you all your sadness&despair.
cant do with or without it.

relationships are huge investments.
emotions sucker.
did anyone in todays time think
commitment alone can sustain that love between man&woman?

supposedly,love sets you free.freeer than you can imagine.
but simultaneously what it does is to bound you tight.
tighter than e blanket you hug at night.
in comparison,at least your blanket gives you comfort&security.
That attachment formed..how do you detach when Death calls?

its so heart wrenching to read about e pain experienced
by my girlfriends.
their other half.both at mercy of each other.
it doesnt mean e longer e years you spend
with each other,e conflicts decreases.
you jus grow more&more each day perhaps.
this growth comes with a price.
maybe because ive been thru it,it simply
strikes a chord with me.

e girls i know always cry behind e scene.
somehow,e ones who made them cry have no idea
how much tears were shed.
FOR THEM.
sad isnt it?pathetic.
Tears to a girl..
they're outright wounds of desperation,exasperation,desolution.
Not weapons against man if anyone ever thought this sinful thought.

lynny,
6 mths it have been.
how time flies yeah?
you never thought you'll make it through
this hell ride,
but you did.
we are all proud of you.
your determination&courage-
it brings you far from your breaking point,trust us:)
just again,you know sickos have never left you.
words count,but its e spirit that matters.
we are always behind to catch you shall you fall,
your never fading shadow even in pitch darkness.
thats what friends are for.

kel,siyin,
love is long-suffering.
You jus hafta hope it covers all things.
if you believe in making it work,
hold on to that strand of thread that contains your faith.
no one wants their love to fall in ruins;
so endure,dearies.

Life's A Twisted Fairytale

2005-04-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

update.update.

random stuff:
+drowning in increasing workload.(but staying afloat)
+jay's songs somehow dont get me sick
+disservice to myself&lit teachers for slip-shoddiness of assignments:
cause of disappointment.
+angela carter is sickk.sickk.sickk.
EEe-ling-ga-ling-ling,pls note she's not nick carter's sister for goodness sake;)
+at Shangri-la hotel, you get to see Sang Nila Utama!!( it rhymes haha)
+Did you know?Procrastination is a form of perversity.

2005-04-04T17:40:00.000+08:00

Man doth not yield him to the angels,
nor unto death utterly,
save only through the weakness of his feeble will.

2005-03-29T22:32:00.001+08:00

Monotonous.
monotonous.
monotonous.
monotonous.
monotonous.

2005-03-28T21:46:00.000+08:00

Wa-Lau Day

Red symbolises
Heat, aggression, danger, fire, blood, war, violence, aggression, & all things intense.

2005-03-25T17:02:00.000+08:00

facades.superficial behaviour.
masks.denials.lies.accusations.
suppositions.
biasness.tinted lenses.

Human nature,or are they not?

seen so much of it.
makes me so wanna lock myself inside a room
all by myself& never come out.
i hate to face them.
im sick of facing them.

how do you think im gonna handle them when you throw
it right in my face?

Yet theres no running away.
even if i can run&turn a blind eye, i cant hide from e fact.

Its so much easier to live in a world of my own.

2005-03-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

Love never dies a natural death.
It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source.
It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals.
It dies of illness and wounds;
it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

2005-03-20T00:09:00.000+08:00

e lil' ah beng&i.=) He'd used up all his water bombs.HAHA.im aiming at him obviously.[water polo war in process in e background]

2005-03-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

isnt he so cute?my favourite boy azhari who'll grow up into a fine,handsome young man :)

2005-03-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

e holis are too short.
its over before we can really enjoy it.
why dont they make it 2 weeks or smt?
tsk tsk.

been a busy week.
hardly have tym to catch up on work&slp.
work.tests.
Hrmm.
havent touched none as yet.
count down to sch: 1 more day.
basically priorities are screwed
&not screwed back properly yet.

oh man.
need tym to breathe.

Acc of previous week.
most memorable:
Benny Hinn's service.
very impactful.
smt like Lighthouse's miracle service.
tis man of god who have such amazing faith in god
really inspired me.

CIP with e little ones have been such a bundle of fun
& joy.=)

Econs hw-
To do or not to do,
that is e question.

2005-03-18T15:27:00.000+08:00

shinning force.

2005-03-18T15:26:00.000+08:00

HEADS or tails?;)

2005-03-18T15:25:00.000+08:00

e sickos in full force.my loves.=)

2005-03-18T15:24:00.000+08:00

e ladies!

2005-03-18T15:23:00.000+08:00

e girls on e road.ma 18th bday night.=)

2005-03-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

lazy sunday afternoon.
wenta watch Boggeyman wiv sy.
didnt like Will Smith.
BM alternative correct timing.
Bad decision.

Argh.D-class film.
lousy script.cast.plot.
everything.-_-
Boogeyman actually looked
like some darth vadar from stars wars.
cheaper than cheap thrill.
complete waste of money.

horror or comedy?
e latter for sure.
we cldnt stop laughing
thru' out e flick.

BEWARE.
out of 5 moons,its a definite eclipse.

2005-03-07T20:31:00.000+08:00

Most of us don't wear our hearts on our sleeves,
and guard this intimate part of ourselves with great zeal.

Learning to love yourself first is important
before you want to&learn how to, love others.

You can never love yourself enough,
so how much is loving enough,enough?

Love is not called what it is
if everything you do comes out
of an expectant heart.
wittingly or unwittingly.
deep down, hope exist.
push it away or not-
That by itself is already an expectation.
It becomes a want, rather than a need.
A want & a need are two very different things.
more often than not, people blur e line.
you wont know where you'll be heading.
so,what meaning does it hold then.

Effort never overrules fate.
If its meant to be yours, it will be.
You dont have to go begging for it,
itll still turn up at your doorstep.

Unconditional loving.

How few conditions can you set
for yourself without losing your worth?

His love still surpasses all.

2005-03-07T17:10:00.000+08:00

another shot of e wedding couple.=)

2005-03-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

e new student in geog.class.

2005-03-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

wedding photo!!wheeeE :)
can u see his nipples?HAHA.
anyhow.he has a string of shit daggling
from his arse behind.

2005-03-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

Mr.Shitman.My beloved.

2005-03-06T18:10:00.000+08:00

Legalised at long last.

can now officially throw my OWN I/C at e bouncer.
heh.

actually being 17 or 18 makes no significant difference.
had an unforgettable jolly,wondrous day on e grand 18th day.
Many thks to MMs.Co,classmates& friends.
Sickos of cos ;)
Love all e pressies.

as i move on into old age,cant be more grateful enough to
have all my loved ones around me.
All the well-wishers,MMs&Sickos.
Thanks for e surprise in school,
Thanks for e great girls night out
singing our hearts out,e birthday song SHOUTED into 2 mikes
with e door open,
all e hugs,all e crazy stuff we do. ;)
All the love.im so touched that my tear glands were triggered so badly.
Thanks for bringing sunshine into my life. =)
Mr.Shitman& gigantical Cookie monster is residing permanently
on my bed.love them!!so huggable.hahs.
& indeed,my sis said
Mr.Shitman really resembled me. =/

B is for Birthday.
B is for B3.
B is for Bye-Bye chinese.
-lene
Another happy gift of e day. =)

Its a bad thing to grow old,
but a great one to be able to grow old with friends.

Many thanks again,
to everyone.
-Lovelove-hug hug-
=)

2005-03-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

pissed.

unfairness exist because of e tinted lenses you blatantly wear.
unqualified teachers should get their butts outta e education system.
spare us e agony pls.

shant go on nimore.

2005-03-01T19:12:00.000+08:00

gettin' so tired with sch of late.
everyday jus thinking of how to wake up
in time for sch.
how to finish all work on time.
how to endure thru' e day.
JC2.
tell me abt it.

S5 friend& i,
so severely deprived of sleep its gettin' into us.
Argh.

missed sch today again.
woke up just in time for lit.
disappointed with my own attendence
for this crucial year
& level of discipline.
so unwanted.

e heart is willing,but e flesh is weak

Points to ponder.

if e point of loving is to get hurt,then why love?

with loving comes pain,yet one always have e innate capability
to love that much.
there's always love,yes of course.
And then there's life,its enemy.

2005-02-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

release of O levels results today.
am very relieved & glad for all my friends
who obtained a set of satisfactory results.
jus reminded me of e scene one year ago haha.
jitters&butterflies are best mates for e day.

you reap what you sow

gotta believe it.
He can only help those who help themselves.

those who scored well,be grateful for e grace shown.=)

kr got 12,& nic got 11.
so proud of them! hahas.
wells,as i said,do weigh things out& make a wise decision
of what path to take.
dance juniors scored equally well too.
& of cos kel's other half.
jus feeling glad & relieved for them.haha.
a happy day.lalala
woot woot.

had a full Mc breakfast of fillet meal & SM
(sausage Mcmuffin in case u'r wondering)
ms.lee had to scare me at e start of e gloomy monday.
asked whether i studied for her test.
-politically correct response.-
having tis bad premonition already.
oh wells.
i should practise what i preach.
refer to e above.
so my entry actually helps.
Hmm.

lene was quite crude for e day.
literally :p
e toilet cubicle's knob happen to drop out
due to someone's mischief.
(i dunno who.really.)
with tat all time innocent look,
she told ME to Screw it.
hahs.

%$$#@#

attempt to strangle charm with toilet paper
flunked quite badly.
she didnt choke lah.
tore e weapon somemore.
. . .

funny things happen in toilets.

Love seeketh not itself to please, nor for itself hath any care, but for another gives its ease, and builds a Heaven in Hell's despair.~ William Blake

2005-02-27T15:20:00.000+08:00

a meaningful short story found.

A Little Boy At A Big Piano

Wishing to encourage her young son's progress on the piano, a mother took her boy to a Paderewski concert. After they were seated, the mother spotted a friend in the audience and walked down the aisle to greet her.

Seizing the opportunity to explore the wonders of the concert hall, the little boy rose and eventually explored his way through a door marked "NO ADMITTANCE." When the house lights dimmed and the concert was about to begin, the mother returned to her seat and discovered that the child was missing.

Suddenly, the curtains parted and spotlights focused onthe impressive Steinway on stage. In horror, the mother sawher little boy sitting at the keyboard, innocently picking out "Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star."

At that moment, the great piano master made his entrance, quickly moved to the piano, and whispered in the boy's ear, "Don't quit. Keep playing."

Then leaning over, Paderewski reached down with his lefthand and began filling in a bass part. Soon his right arm reached around to the other side of the child and he added a running obbligato. Together, the old master and the young novice transformed a frightening situation into a wonderfully creative experience. The audience was mesmerized.

That's the way it is in life. What we can accomplish on our own is hardly noteworthy. We try our best, but the results aren't exactly graceful flowing music. But when we trust in the hands of a Greater Power, our life's work truly can be beautiful.

Next time you set out to accomplish great feats, listen carefully. You can hear the voice of the Master, whispering in your ear, "Don't quit. Keep playing."

2005-02-26T03:30:00.000+08:00

Oops.
almost forgot.

Happy 18th Birthday,
Brian.

Braaa-In aka
Jie mei hua.

Finally,LEGAL age to do ALMOST anything.
Enjoy 18th-hood.
Will be joining u on e dark side soon.
;)

2005-02-26T02:52:00.000+08:00

attended YJC's staging of Antony&Cleopatra.
hmm.wasnt exactly tat fabulous,but wasnt tat bad either.
great effort in memorising all those dialouge,line by line.
impressive.
super photostat memory.

another session of arty-lamey fellowship
with arts fac peeps aft e play.
tis time at 85 with great food for companionship.
think all of us can really crap until e crows come down man.
never fail to complement each other ;)
endless gibberish.nonsense.
but laughter makes life so much more interesting.

HAHAHA
high mood
lalala

2005-02-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

skipped all econs periods today.
4 periods of lects&tuts in all.
wheee.jus makes my day. =)
mehh-rylim gonna be so pissed with
e pathetic attendence.
all time responsible eocns rep
recorded 100% attendence even when half e class is missing.
(incld.himself.)

had chocolate fudge cake over at Miss.Sultry pout
hs with charm.
yummylicious.
wenta haf katong laksa next.
stupidly asked for chopsticks.
how clever right..=Z

strange happenings in e sch jus amuse me much.
all those strange links,connections.
very much interesting indeed.
everyday is an exciting day :)
haha.

'O'& 'A' levels results are coming out soon.
hope juniors wld all do well.
nic& kr,choose ur path wisely.=)

& of cos, YOU.you over ter,yes.
will be keeping u in spirit.
jus think of wat u can do on kusu island & ubin.
excitingggg ;)

2005-02-23T18:05:00.000+08:00

overslept today again.
figgin' woke up at 650.
decided to jus sleep thru'
anyhow.
missed rock-climbing today tho.
owells.

Hmm.
Tues night:

Nicholas' house.
went visiting.
very nice environment.
a very big spacious house.
nice place to reside in.
homely,serene feel..
after seeing his bass drums& electric guitar,
was practically swooning lah.
push me to resolve to pick them up after 'A's.
somehow or another.haha.
had a great time there.
a very polite host indeed. =)

Tidbits for e day

I have something for lion dancers
& guys who can play e piano.
dont ask why.

2005-02-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

eons since e last entry.
hmm.lotsa work to do right now.
but anyhow,
managed to finish my compreh in an amazing 1/2 hr.
(since its not gonna be marked)
A&C, Poe left to complete.

backtracking:
[Today]
saw a guy carrying big breakfast walking past
e Hungry Sharks aft geog.
next moment, we are happily&satisfactorily
sitting down at Mc canteen.

spent total 5 entire periods wiv usual gang
sleeping.stone.chat in e comfort of e air-conditioned lib.
skipped MT as again.
girls can really talk,really.

OLM managed to piss everyone off in class today,as again.
sighh.

[Sat]
ah bengs birthday party.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY you bitch ;)
girls were terribly outnumbered,but nonetheless
it was still enjoyable.
felt good jus to meet&see familiar faces of friends.
miss those sec sch days.
*argh..
anyhow,
a great host indeed.
sumptous food for feasting.
but too bad,birthday still means a gang bang ;)
turning 18 means no more ponning of sch u hear tat?
get ur dip & be a good boy. =)
(no more high socks too ! )

[Fri]
Girls night out with Sickos.
shopped till we dropped.
had another jolly good session of catching up
at wheelocks coffeehs till late night.
was oh so valuable.
we can never exhaust our topics.haha..
sleepover,looking forward to it. =)
*lovelovehugs.

nuff' said.
Tired..

late!

2005-02-15T12:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Be-lated Valentine Day to one&all.

e season of love,lets not forget e friends around us.
Friends are lovers forever. =)

smiles*

2005-02-13T16:57:00.000+08:00

back frm cny holi trip. =)
had a jolly gd time.
man..its so vibrant over ter.
got to play wiv fireworks&firecrackers.
s'pore kids,sigh,deprived of childhood.

on e way to&fro,travelled under e stars.
so big.so bright,so..gorgeous..such astounding beauty.
didnt slp most of e night.was staring out of e window
oogling at e countless sparkling diamonds in e night sky.
passed by stretches&stretches of amazing mountain ranges,
rock forms.so sublime.
stars&mountains,e scenery was jus so majestic lah.
cant help but be awed by e beauty of nature.

owells.but at e same time,passed by all e streetlights&houses.
their artificial lights blind e beauty of e night sky.
so scarring.
isnt it sad how ppl dont haf time to appreciate e things ard them?
like e stars they're always ter,day or night.
dun get to see them in e day cos e sun's too bright.
wells comes out at night,but too bad,masked by structures of man.
blinded,crowded lives.

new yr back at mum's hometown was wonderful.
i realised my whole extended family was bigger than i can expect.
my grandma,e matriach,[not matrix pls]had like 9 or 10 children.(i think.lost count.)
grandma have a number of siblings too.which forms somemore family trees.
all married,wiv families of their own.
& so,their kids,have kids,& in turn, their kids have kids too.
so it goes on lah.
seriously i cant keep count.
my ten fingers are so much easier to keep track.

met so many strangers,den realised we're related.
me to sis,mum,bro&dad:"whos tat arh?call wat?"
e name game.=Z
im either a cousin,niece or aunty lah.(it sucks to be called an aunty at my age.)
had 3 big tables all laid wiv food for steamboat.
haha.all gotta eat standing up.
lucky e house was spacious.
think it adds up to more than a hundred relatives.
tats why it was so reh nao.haha.
& one interesting thing,they all live in proximity to each other.
cool ehs.
shot a super long family video on chu er.
so hilarious.haha
took family photo as well.
gonna miss e place.
wats new yr without e warmth of a family.=)

ohh.kids ter can drive a motorbike&car as young as 15.
can take licence at 16.
sat on e drivers seat&mingled wiv e car
as my parents chatted on e porch wiv uncles&aunties.
waiting.for my 18th b'day.Haha.
wanted to test drive e car wiv my dad&learn some ropes from him.
but no time.too bad.

one last thing.
e things ter are filthy cheap.
for originals lah.
[Note to lene: Piracy kills Creativity.]
;p

time for new blog template soon!
off to feast :)
again.
HAHA.

and so they say.

2005-02-06T21:05:00.000+08:00

man..so many things to do.
Things due:
GP compo #2
Fizzy joe tutorial on Hydrology
Gothic test
pack my luggage

argh crap.
time to knock out shall be 12am.
& so, i have approx 3hr30mins to complete everything.
darn..im still bogging.
priorities are constantly screwed.

super lack of sleep.
came home in e dawn in e past 2 days.
friday night out wiv yin& frens at zouk
toes being stepped upon a few times.
(happens when ure quite vertically challenged -_-)
glad tat girl enjoyed herself =) i did *smiles
& of cos,to be ter with her to celebrate.
but too bad our beer uncle Bra-in wasnt ter. haha

sat had orientation bbq at mandarin gardens.
den moved over to ECP(east coast park,not economics consolidation prog.)
had a jolly good time fellowshipping with A03.
alliance team :)
arts fac really rock.HAHA.
buay tahan handsome ken crap as usual lah.
ppl needa rest keep blabbering non-stop..make ppl laugh
stayed up e whole night shivering in e cold
resting on cold,hard concrete.
haha next time must wiser,book chalet
played truth or dare.
my evil twin Emelia darn horny.
enjoys asking super personal questions for everyone haha
all got abs from all e laughter already

waiting for pizza(my dinner)to arrive.
den eat, den(do work?)sleep.

road-walkers

2005-02-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday
sweetie moochey cuddlely huggable babe!!
love ya lots . =)

college road run today.
had a fun time walking by e beach&slacking.
haha.erm.think was Top 700?

a whole bunch of soccer guys can really make
more hell for charm den MeanieMonsters can.
haha.damn embarrassing day for her man.
e persistently mortified look on her face.
Timeless......
haha.shall not comment. =D

too tired to blog.
lalala

Godfather.

2005-01-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

Don Corleone:
But I'm a superstitious man. And if some unlucky accident should befall him...if he should get shot in the head by a police officer, or if he should hang himself in his jail cell, or if he's struck by a bolt of lightning, then I'm going to blame some of the people in this room. And that I do not forgive. But that aside, let me say that I swear, on the souls of my grandchildren, that I will not be the one who will break the peace we have made here today.

Thump dee thump.
madness.

2005-01-28T14:38:00.000+08:00

Beep
Beep.

Try saying it.
lyt how e roadrunner does it.
anytime,anywhere.

it kills time.
its amusing.

Shorty John in Gold.

2005-01-28T14:30:00.000+08:00

time to update.
hmm.
i actually realised i missed working.
so sad to part.wells. a period of 2 mths at workplace
makes u feel attached somehow or another.
on last day of work, colleauges bade me goodbye with
simple words tat touched my heart.
have shown me so much guidance& care,
& helped me along e way with many stuff.
really friendly& jovial ppl.
middle-age,same age..young adults..
ppl of all kinds.
dont think that they are all uncles&aunties..
they are damn funny with their words.
supervisor..one hell of a joker.
& i realised there wasnt
really any age gap btw us.
their jokes arh really buay tahan.
slack time w/o customers was spent chit-chatting away.
blah blah blah..
nice memories.=)
e working world exposes u to so many things u
hardly knew before.
wasnt tat bad aft all.
sales line,service..tricky knot to handle
but exposes u to all kinds of beings&human nature.
smt tat couldnt be available in an office job.
prob considering going back ter to work aft A's.
hahas.

e day before ytd,i slept frm 430pm to 630am.
ironically, i still felt sleepy next day in sch.
According to my thesis,im suspecting that my cells
have over-repaired itself & is undergoing e process of
degeneration.
but,owells.nevermind.

my clown friend charm,aka CFC
is beginnig to become more& more lyt me.
& i think it spooked her out.
tat we actually think on e same frequency along e same
waveline--she wasnt really proud of it.*shirks*
but i think she's slowly starting to accept this cruel fact.
so does khrys&lene.
thereby,its a good thing to rejoice.=)

Yellow Thing is starting to become more& more clever lately.
which shocked Ms.kon,& obviously all of us.
no more "e moon is made of cheese" kinda questions.
we wonder how..we wonder why.
"wats dentures arh?" Hmm...

my gd fren cum crap mate,Handsome Ken
unfortunately haf a case of 'Discharge' today.-_-
dont anyhow think.
i was referring to make-believe menses&cramps.
it left a make-believe red stain on his behind too,
which me&charm advised to cover with his bag.
& to cut down on e intensity,no cold/soft drinks for him.

lene lyts to amuse herself.
instances: talk to herself in funny tones.
tats why everytime charm& i make jokes & laugh
she dont care abt us.sigh.
den she'll play with herself,do weird funny stuff
den laugh by herself.*confuse.
Isolation, a major theme in charm& my life.
boohoo.

i lyt to sleep during e day&thru'out e night.
waking up at 12am to rush my work before sleeping again.
i think its a cheap thrill.

Irritated.arghh.

2005-01-26T23:05:00.000+08:00

its weird how human nature is.
u can scrutinise&pick out faults wiv ppl,
& yet when it comes to doing e real thing
they can get it all wrong.
lyt,real wrong.
owells.sigh.
watever.
Irritated.
-_-"

I detest POSEURS.
they should all be banished&go to PoseurLand to stay.
Spiked hair looks real nice.
i have no objections to tat.
BUT not the kind where u make urself look
lyt some freak out of Dragon Ball.
Cant they just walk properly?
walking as if ure e king or some shit along tat line
with ur body tilting up,down,left& right
doesnt really make u very attractive.
With pants supposed to be worn low on e hips &
not on e KNEES,
be prepared for it to drop.

Individuality is to BE YOURSELF.

thk goodness met wiv Yin today.
such a dearie.
makes my day jus to hang out& chill with her.
Irritated-level dropped tremendously.
*muacks*

its a super meanie&angry post.
but i dun care.
*rant rant rant*

2005-01-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

dont this jus bring a smile to ur face?haha

Bravo!!

2005-01-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

And you have the cheek to call me coloured!

A Poem written by an African Shakespeare

Dear white fella
Couple of things you should know.
When I born, I black
When I grow up, I black
When I go in sun, I black
When I cold, I black
When I scared, I black
When I sick, I black
And when I die, I still black.

You white fella
When you grow up, you white
When you go in sun, you red
When you born, you pink
When you cold, you blue
When you scared, you yellow
When you sick, you green
When you die, you grey.
And you have the cheek to call me coloured!

ssc orientation

2005-01-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

ssc orientation at kallang
went ta help out.
wells miss everything&everyone there.
it was really enjoyable.
to be out at sea again,
to hang ard wiv e peeps&crap.
gahh.
fellowship at e end of e day..hahs.
fun..
been a long tym.=)

a tug may be a pull to e other side,
yet u might jus fall before u can reach it.

I hate to fall.

2005-01-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

khrys& me.=)

:)

2005-01-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

Alien talk

1) Moink
2) Pegged
3) Thumped or
4) Guaa-ed

The choice is yours.

May the force be with you.

2005-01-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

Smiles!! lalala..

2005-01-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

ping&kel.=) were all at Fmv during new yrs eve

2005-01-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

my cute cousin frm malaysia!!he's VERY naughty..but i like..haha

2005-01-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

charm,char,me.sentosa last yr hols

2005-01-16T22:32:00.000+08:00

isnt e stairs beautiful?taken at bugis.=)

Hah Choo.

2005-01-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

busy& super tiring day today.
woke up damn early.cip in helping to collect
funds for tsunami victims.
heartened to see that people can work tgt&contribute
what they can for a gd cause.
collected quite a substantial sum of money within that short
span of time.*smiles

gotta rush home to change for work.
darn.soOo tiring lah.
walking dead practically..

e OG gang came to "visit" me at my work place.
hahaha..wow lyt it was a SMALL group lah =p
but nonetheless they were helpful in trying to pose as potential customers
(w/o cash,w/o cards..)
so touched..hung ard till i finish work den went home tgt =)
Thanks! ;)

out wiv yin& friends day before at simpang usual hunt out.
to catch up..(play catching..haha..)
awkward situation with someone..
wasnt really myself.
i tripped under my block& obviously tried to act 'seh'
hope he never see cos dark haha
wells abt time to sort things out..

lotsa bloody work to complete on moody monday.
tsk tsk.

fine day.

2005-01-13T20:10:00.000+08:00

hahas.chrys wanna throw me into a den of cats
& make me listen to e wondrous singing of Yellow Thing.
sighh..how good can it get.=D
i was supposedly "bang bang" by her.
& who also happen to lodge a complaint to someone
zhong seh qing you!! arghh
dont friend u for 5 mins tmr..haha..

wenta Parkway to accompany sheep to collect her specs.
charm&yumn too.
haha now e three of us seriously look lyt triplets.
with e same kinda specs.
Nerds..?..maybe not lah..not very good prospects..

slacked at Mcdonalds.
den i realised tat "Mcdonalds" was spelt w/o an "A"
funfair man..
my PW project on obesity had e word "Macdonalds"
spelt all over e place lyt nobody's business.
feeling great now lah

there was this table in Mcdonalds which had
this "Out of Order" piece of paper stuck to it.
so obviously ppl will avoid using it.common sense right..
den there was this staff who came over to clean up e area
& very naturally pulled out e piece of paper& stuck it on
an electrical socket.
speechless lor..haha..i think they all very smart lah

met new lecturer today.
majority of econs teacher seem to lyt nursery liddat
always sing lullaby to us
am getting very paranoid..

To-do list

101)Cut my hair.
becoming lyt bush already..(not George W.Bush lah)
102)Get a new sling bag.
sick of backpacks.=S
103)Get more FBTs for jogging.
104)Get new pair of dunks.
105) Fish out my promos result aka piece of crap soon
& show it to my dad
106) Get more interesting books to read

blah blah blah...

oh.must try out Heaven&Earth's Osmanthus tea.
taste really nice :)

time to start work..lalala..
how excitiiinnggg

no rub

2005-01-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

sch started & how interesting can it get..
mug&mug for e rest of e year.sighs.

gotta need much better priorities .

sleep less.
eat lesser.
make an effort to finish my work.
stop being a bloody procrastinator.
go to sch.
abolish all thoughts of skipping lects/tuts.
wake up on time.
more discipline.

needa get myself back soon.
think im losing it at e rate im going.
wells He'd been good all along.
just tat perhaps i failed to acknowledge it.
for e new year ahead,i only hope i can get back to Him.
tat first love of mine.
listen more.serve more.
more of Him,& less of me..

sleepy mode on..forever..

2005-01-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

formal lessons started!
Funfair..funfair..

GP lect today:

Can war ever be justified??

nopes.dun think so.
cant help but feel e end of world is coming
with all e events happening around e world.
sighh.

lazy to blog...
Outt.

Tireddd..

2005-01-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

Orientation had been such a blast.
so bloody fun.=)

a week jus flew past so quickly.
miss my OG!!
Vega rock!!
OG 14 too. =)

e peeps were co-operative,enthu,& nice.
very obedient.hehe.
knew brian,charm,yaw,yilin & i
shouted& cheered till our voices were really SEXY.
they bought for us strepsils.
& at e end,they wrote each of us a card.
my gosh..so darn sweet.
was so happy& touched i wanna hug em all.hehe.

had alotta fun thru' out.
too bad e next orientation cant be involved nimore.
sigh..

all e OGLs had gotten to know each other so much better too.
an enjoyable pleasure to crap&laugh lyt madness man..haha..
mainly all e arts fac peeps =)

gonna miss my OG group sOOoo much!!

hahas.& poor charm.
too bad she had ta be with me.
my incessant torment abt her& chips ahoy is driving her to madness.
HAHAHA.
too bad =p

we wonder if chips ahoy had nose bleed when we went up
to stage& performed e saucy dance for e OGMs.
Hmmm..
wat do u think,charm? =D
we were speculating he must have been dying to be e pole,
instead of Yaw. wahahas.

OG night ws madness.
calista,cheryl,charm,brian,yaw,me
& many others went gila.
haha we were all so darn high.
ran around lyt no ones business.
shouted.laugh..hahas.

Danced e night away.
e R&B music was great!
not e techno tho.
feels lyt clubbing,
cept theres no alcohol.
hahas & there were teachers still ard. -_-

Vega family all had light sticks.
when e lights were off,
man..we look good. =)

Vega put up a fantastic skit.
3 cheers for all their hard work& effort!

Vega's Most Creative Cheer!

Yi Pa An Deh Neh
Ba Bu Li Ah Pa

Apple apple Oleng Hor Li Kar

Yuan De Bu Na,Pian De Na
Pian De Bu Na,Yuan De Na
Yuan De Na,Pian De Na
Yuan De Pian De Tong Tong Na

Wa Ka Leh Arh
Wa Ka Leh Arh Sirius
Wa Ka Leh Arh Sirius
Ka La Pa, Ka La Pa

Sirius Sirius Sirius
Wa Ka Leh Arh Sirius Ka La Pa
Ka La Pa

(wong fei hong tune)
Herttt..

Wahaha.
jus wanna rmb it. =)

schools officially starts on monday for me.
time to start doing my holiday homework!

Vega 14,

Thank you all for making e week for OGLs a fantastic one. =)
Gonna miss you all guys!

2005-01-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

'Reni' secretly took tis.tat evil person.

2005-01-03T23:19:00.000+08:00

New Yr's eve again.Mos burger models.

2005-01-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

me&ping(mos burger)haha seaweed kana stuck on my teeth.look how pathetic i look.haha. =p

Zap back.

2005-01-03T21:58:00.000+08:00

1st day back in sch.
had a jolly wonderful great time as OGL.
=)
man..all our voices have officially become SEXY.
& its only e 1st day.

haha.
poor charm had to endure some serious
*disturbing-S* from me thru' out.
u noe why.* wink.
MUAHAHA.
why u run away so fast?
why ur face so red arh?

=p

niways,
was really enjoyable to go rah-rah
once in a while.
shout till u go ho-rse.
make other ppl do stupid things. =p

hmm.
need to get to know e members more in depth soon.
interesting to meet new people :)
2 more days to go!!

wenta e doc jus now Finally.
throat cldnt take it any more.
been coughing&gagging for a week plus.
phlegm is drowning me.
sore throat made me sound lyt a bloody frog.
miss my irrita-Ting voice.HAHA.

but seems lyt aint gonna help with 2 more days of shouting to go.
Aites..
=S

wells e sch had changed a fair bit over e hols.
canteen's benches&tables were all changed.
replaced by those lyt those in food court/coffee house.
TVs were up too.
erps..quite alright lah.
look nice i guess..?
but doesnt really maximise e space we have.
gonna have a harder time looking for seats.

What do you do with:

test-tubes.
goggles,
& a Chinese Dic??

oh jolly jolly jolly.

The Day Aft Today..

2005-01-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

sch's starting tmr aft 2 joyous mths of hols.
sighh.
so depressing..
opening week already haf topical tests,
which i have clean forgotten everything abt.
think e sch shld be expecting some of e most shocking tests
rates.

met MMs aft work today.
hahah belated Xmas gift exchange.
soOOo funny man...
e gifts were great for all i think. =)

Sch tmr:
already haf e intuition that i cant
possibly wake up on tym!!
=S

needa go pack all my stuff.
seems lyt cobwebs gonna grow on em soon
if i dun do anything to em.

The Running Begins......

New Year

2005-01-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

Its a new year.=)

New Year Resolution:

Keep none.
HAHA.

i need to change my retarded comp
before it keeps hanging on me aft i spend a
bloody hr typing.
ARGH.

shall retype again tmr.
my hands are tired.
im damnit pissed.
grrRR..
i wanna eat e comp up.

wenta FMV
with girlfrens to countdown.
a great tym with them once again.
took lotsa pics.=)
bloody nice place with nice ambience&sea breeze.
nice music if u head to e R&B side.
bad one if u head to e techno side.

loads to crap.
lazy to type.

Out.

counting down..

2004-12-31T15:15:00.000+08:00

woke up earlier den usual today.
arghh.coughing non stop.
irrita-TING.

compulsive feeling to blog.
so i blog. =)

Happy New Year Eve!!!(tick-tock..tick-tock..)

my pile of work..sigh.
think ill do em in 2005.

was browsing thru friends blog.
hmm.how time flies.
been a yr already.
O levels was still lyt ytd..

Time&Tide waits for no man!!
[woman only.]

im gonna do wat charm& lene did.
TO GIVE THANKS!! for e yr 2004. =)
to certain peeps or objects.
Lalala~~

Hai Sing Catholic

I miss e sch bloody loads.
it was e place where i met lotsa ppl i treasure.
e place where i was shaped.
where i learnt.
where i grew.(i stil am)
nvm abt e Tweety bird DM.(exception)
miss my sec4 classroom wiv e balcony
where we hung PE shirts knowing well that it always
flies off to e aircon system below.
miss my seat wiv jun,john,ryan&siyin.
Non-stop crapping.always.
miss e DANCE ROOM.
arghh.miss EVERYTHING.

e day i left e sch in 2003/2004,
is e day i realised its importance.
=)

TPJC

no doubt a shithole.

Meanie Monsters
The Charm-ed One
Lene-The-Lean-Meat
Reni,The SHEEP
YellowThing

cant be more grateful to have met u guys.
i was seriously expecting some
studious,shy,quiet,introverted peeps in jc.
den ill be a pariah.
waiting to slowly die in my 2 yrs of jc.

but ta-dahh!!
none of us was.=)

cant be more happy meeting u guys.
Whoohoo!! ~
MUAHAHA.

without u guys,
i think ill be left ALONE.
to die.
to talk to myself.
to..to..go thru a slow painful death.
my voice wil become mute.
NO!! IT CANT!! NEVER!!

without u guys
there'l be no one to
laugh AT my dumberest,stupid,self-amusing jokes.
No one to appreciate me.MUAHAHA.
No one to crap with me.
No one to lame with me.
No one to pon lessons with me.
No one to [not]study with me.(*wink at lene.)
No one to play soccer with me.
No one to slack all their life away with me.
No one to help me pass time during boring lecs.
(cos ill be drawing on UR notes&disturbing u in all ways i can think of.)
No one to be e Hungry Shark partner.=(
No one to finish all e canteen's food with me. =(
No one to eat papaya& drink Peel Fresh with. =(
No one to oversleep& accidentally/purposely miss half day of sch.
(selective lesson going.a skill every tertiary students must have ;)
No one to go on shopping spree with&have identical earring fetish.
No one for me to copy tuts& everything else wiv ABCs.Hahaha.
No one to lead me ard Tpjc.
[i get lost in ter.not cos its Small.but cos i jus CANT rmb my way.]
No one to listen to my damnit stupid voice tat jus cant keep its gap shut.
No one for me to make fun at.Wahaha.
No one to...do everything with!!

Lene
my fellow-est slacker.cum sleeper.
keep up e good work..
of not doing work. =p
ter can be none lyt us.Hehehe
Sorry,but did my jokes freeze ur mind?
OOpps.nope it didnt..think it unthawed it. ;)

Charm
shoppaholic.
partner in crime!
its tym to take over e world.....
of Earrings!!
thks for always nv failing to let me copy ur tuts.hahaha =D
always e 2 of us dubbed clowns one hor..next yr join circus aft A's.
2.4km mus keep up!!cannot give up
else ill spank ur ass. =p

Khrys
fellow bus-rider.[tomb raiders?] haha
another one..always let me copy tuts one.
hahah..w/o u guys..think ill kana lecture til my ear wil
form wax out of self-defense.
stupid ger..always make stupid face. Rubber face.=D
Reni reni bom pip pip~~

YellowThing
hahaha..e dumb brunette.=D
too innocent&blur.
always kana make fun by us.
kana laugh by us.hehe
but all harmless lah.
else life wil be cold..Haha.
'Mummy' term stuck cos u tower over all of us!

Thanks for all e laughter&joy!
Life in tpjc wil mean nothing without u guys.=)

Luvia all
*Hug*
*for all!*

Siyin

Got to know u much much better.
ironically,aft we left sec sch.
nv expected us to get so close aft all tat have had happened during sec sch.
but im so glad we did.
jus hope we'l stick tgt thru' out.
cos itll damnit suck to lose u.
[i sound les.why?not happy ah?]Hahah.
i had a lousy temper in e past.
but thk god,sickos changed tat in me.
i love e new me. =)
i love youuu pretty.

No-Kia 3310

u were bulky& troublesome.
but u were GOOD.
sorry to have chucked u inside e drawer.
but owells.
u can enjoy ur retirement with e hankerchiefs.=)

My Beloved Bed

Thank you for ur faithfulness,
in calling me to you 24/7.even when im outside.
another yr of pressure awaits u. muahaha.

Dad&Mum

another yr of bearing with
lazy&rebellious daughter.
sighh.
wil try to be better.Haha.

ME!!
thank you for bearing with me!

2005...

another yr of uncertainty&mugging.

here i come!!
sighh.

La Dee Daa..

2004-12-30T18:10:00.000+08:00

Time's fun when you're having flies!

Kermit the Frog

(haha..see e irony? =p )

A Day Without Rain.

2004-12-29T22:32:00.000+08:00

Who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows?

Only time.

And who can say if your love grows
As your heart chose?

Only time.

Who can say why your heart sighs
As your love flies?

Only time.

And who can say why your heart cries
When your love dies?

Only time.

Who can say when the roads meet
That love might be
In your heart?

And who can say when the day sleeps
The moon still keeps on moving
If the night keeps all your heart?

Night keeps all your heart.

Who can say if your love grows
As your heart chose?

Only time.

Who knows?

Only time..